Love, Polish and Light.

You know that feeling you get when you think you aren't being as great as you can be, like you're not reaching your highest potential? That gut feeling that is almost a bit like butterflies but the upsetting kind?  Yep. I have it.  And that got me thinking... If I feel that way towards certain situations and towards certain people, maybe it is not I alone that can remain responsible.  Yes I have heard the "take responisibilty for your actions" and I agree... but another thing I believe in is that I am human and a girl and whether I like
it or not I have emotions, I get moody and if I don't like what I'm recieving there is a good chance that I won't act upon it in a matter that would be considered my highest potential.  I know all of you out there know what I am talking about.  The best part is when you consciously sit there after your reaction and are fully aware of what just happened and that you could have stopped it, and still can but choose not to.  I call this being fed up.

Being Fed Up:

How about not. How about before we get fed up, react negatively, and then dwell on the fact that we are better than that we make the super grown up and mature decision to "gtfo".  Displace yourself. Surround yourself with those people and those situations where it brings out your greatness, not hide it. If we all start making decisions for the better and act upon our thoughts and feelings before you have reached your wits end, maybe we would all be a little less bitchy and a little more awesome.

I really doubt that as "society" was  trying to shape all of us their goal was to have it so only a few people get to see our good side.  It should be the only side.

"If you can't handle me at my worst you don't deserve me at my best" True story, but this "worst" is not an excuse or a cover for being an idiot. 

As always there are exceptions and people, if you have gone so far past the mark of being a DBag that there is no hope for you, shitty deal.  Save us all the trouble and pair up with other DBags and don't ruin the good ones for us.

Please, love me. Be the polish that makes me sparkle and I will be the light that makes you shine, together we will be brilliant.

xoxo Soph.